I Have Decided

 And when it was evening, he came with the twelve. And as they were reclining at table and eating, Jesus said, “Truly, I say to you, one of you will betray me, one who is eating with me.” They began to be sorrowful and to say to him one after another, “Is it I?”
 - Mark 14:17-19

Jesus loved Judas so well that even after living together for three years, none of his other disciples even had a hint that it was Judas who would betray Him!

What is the hardest part and truest test of being a follower of Jesus? I think it may just be choosing, as often as needed(!), to fight the good fight to love people the way Jesus loved Judas.

This does not always mean striving to maintain friendships; after all, Jesus had his 12 but He also had his three, and Judas was not part of the three (Peter, James, and John). This does mean loving sincerely and deeply from the heart (1 Peter 1:22), even if it can only be from a distance (Romans 12:18).

I decided to follow Jesus almost 30 years ago, and these past 2.5 have easily been the hardest. But I'm sticking with my decision, no matter what. I have decided, again...and I will keep on deciding!

I mean...in view of His life, love, example, and sacrifice, how could I not?!

Help Me Understand Please

 

We have lived with rules like this for decades. Why, now that society at large has decided to trust science and accurately teach history, are we suddenly hearing cries of losing our rights and freedoms?

Is it because you don't like or agree with the new rules?

Is that what makes something unconstitutional?

Some might call that ignorant.

Some might call that patriotic.

Some might call that privilege.

What do you call it?

What I Need To Do

When they hurled their insults at him, he did not retaliate; when he suffered, he made no threats. Instead, he entrusted himself to him who judges justly.
 - 1 Peter 2:23

How did He do that?!

There's also this:

For the joy set before him he endured the cross, scorning its shame....

 - Hebrews 12:2

HOW DID HE DO THAT?!?!

Here's what I think:

Jesus didn't let what people thought, believed, said, or did affect Him...and I think I may have figured out how:

1. He knew His destiny.

2. He focused on how it all affected them.

Jesus knew that no matter what anyone else thought, believed, said, or did, His destiny was secured. Totally and completely unaffected.

Jesus also knew that everything that others thought, believed, said, or did absolutely affected them; and, that was His focus.

I need to imitate this.

Allegiance

My church preached a series a while back on allegiances. Frankly, I feel the mark was largely missed, primarily due to beating around the bush; but, it did make me think...:

al·le·giance

/əˈlējəns/

noun

loyalty or commitment of a subordinate to a superior or of an individual to a group or cause.

"those wishing to receive citizenship must swear allegiance to the republic"

Can a true follower of Christ have an allegiance to any earthly organization?

Can one be a devoted Democrat and a disciple of Jesus?

Can one be a devoted Republican and a disciple of Jesus?

Can one be a devoted member of a certain denomination or church* and a disciple of Jesus?

 - *Earthly church organization, not Christ's true church.

What about our race, ethnic, or other identity group?

Antifa? Patriot? BLM?

And so on....

No one can serve two masters. Either you will hate the one and love the other, or you will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve both God and money.

 - Matthew 6:24

 

No one serving as a soldier gets entangled in civilian affairs, but rather tries to please his commanding officer.

  - 2 Timothy 2:4

I believe the biblical answer is, no: we cannot claim to be a Christian and swear loyalty to any earthly organization, political or otherwise. Why? Simple: because no earthly organization is truly and completely loyal to Christ.

We can be members of things, or take healthy pride in our heritage/identity, but when our earthly allegiances start to be the priority in how we think, decide, and act, we are in serious danger on many levels, not the least of which is from horribly misrepresenting the One we claim to hold dearest.

As one pastor put it, "We cannot be ambassadors of a [heavenly] kingdom if we are advocates for a political ideology."

We owe it to God and all our "hearers" to examine ourselves, honestly.

Examine yourselves to see whether you are in the faith; test yourselves. Do you not realize that Christ Jesus is in you—unless, of course, you fail the test?

 - 2 Corinthians 13:5

What's It All About?

Members of my church would (hopefully, anyway! LOL) agree that if someone willfully continues to lust, they are in danger of throwing away their salvation. Or if they willfully continue to steal. Or if they continue to ignore the plights of the poor and oppressed...

Wait a minute...actually, they wouldn't agree on that last one, would they? And why not?

I believe it's because of how and what we have -- and have not -- been taught over the years. It's a simple matter of training and conditioning.

It's not that we haven't read Scriptures like Hosea 12:6, Amos 5:15, Matthew 12:18, or Luke 11:42 (though, if we're being totally honest, OT verses are read FAR less frequently than NT); it's that we gloss over them. All organizations have their focal points and we have been no exception. We have all been asked countless times questions like

• How are your Quiet Times?
• How's your purity?
• How's your giving (i.e., money to the church)?
• Have you "shared your faith" today?

Let's face it: our historical focal point boils down to growing the church (we call it other things, like "making disciples," but at the end of the day....). When was the last time someone asked you about your serving the poor or working for justice??

Being a true Christian boils down to one thing, and it's not What Would Jesus Do? We KNOW what Jesus would do: He would do whatever God wanted Him to (Luke 22:42)! So the question -- what it's all about -- is this: What does God want? And not just some of His will (what humans in temporary leadership positions choose to focus on), all of it!

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“Which of the two did what his father wanted?”

“The first,” they answered.

Jesus said to them, “Truly I tell you, the tax collectors and the prostitutes are entering the kingdom of God ahead of you. For John came to you to show you the way of righteousness, and you did not believe him, but the tax collectors and the prostitutes did. And even after you saw this, you did not repent and believe him."

 - Matthew 21:31-32

Come And See *Him*

If you do not consider yourself a Christian, how do you view Christians these days? Do you see Christians as

 - hateful?

 - loving?

 - bigots?

- compassionate?

 - hypocrites?

 - humble?

It is natural to judge someone by their deeds, and it is equally natural to judge an entity by its self-proclaimed representatives. Did you know, however, that even Jesus taught that many who claim to be His followers actually are not (Matthew 7:21-24)?

Now, I am obviously not perfect! I fall short ("sin") all the time; I can still let my emotions get the better of me; I can lose sight of what truly matters; and, so much more. Fortunately, Jesus came for people just like me (Matthew 9:10-13). But one thing I do, I keep striving to live more and more as He would, learning from my mistakes, getting back up, and pressing on (Philippians 3:13) even when it's really, really hard.

And why? Because He is literally awesome! He truly is the way, the truth, and the life (John 14:6)!

Our world is hurting now more than ever. I obviously don't have all the answers, but I do know where to find them. If you would like to see Him for who he truly is and all the hope and love He offers, come and see. We can explore together. :)

Open Letter To The Church

Do you believe racism isn't a problem because you're not racist?

Do you believe rape isn't a problem because you're not a rapist?

Do you believe hunger isn't a problem because you're not hungry?

Murder? Poverty? Oppression?

Do you understand where this is rooted??

Or think about it this way:

Have you or someone you love been raped? When Americans, including in the church, begin insisting more and more -- and they will -- that the rape culture we've created be dealt with head on and destroyed, what will you do?
When people in the church say we shouldn't be talking about that, how will you feel?
What will you think of those saying that?
How will you view them?

What if this were about adultery? Would there even be a debate?!
If so(!), what would you think of the people in the "we shouldn't be talking about this" camp?
What kinds of things might you suspect?
If you were a victim of adultery, how would you feel?

Taking these scenarios a step further, how would you feel if rapists or adulterers got up every week and essentially ignored the issue while telling you how to behave?
Especially if done in the guise of pleasing God?!

And...what would you do?

Behold my servant, whom I uphold,
    my chosen, in whom my soul delights;
I have put my Spirit upon him;
    he will bring forth justice to the nations.
He will not cry aloud or lift up his voice,
    or make it heard in the street;
a bruised reed he will not break,
    and a faintly burning wick he will not quench;
    he will faithfully bring forth justice.
He will not grow faint or be discouraged
    till he has established justice in the earth;
    and the coastlands wait for his law.
 - Isaiah 42:1-4

As a church we need to confess and repent, and each member simply must choose between pride and humility. It is no more complicated than that.

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